Post by overcominghell on Jul 18, 2013 0:25:30 GMT -5
To all the Mayhill UBH victims and their familys
Dawn Smith, Brenda, Micah, Julia and all the wonderful people who have helped me make it through the hardest year of my life….This is for you
I will never forget the day I checked in to Mayhill or the horrible event that followed my 31st birthday. This year has been so hard. It’s brought so many hard minutes, hours, and days. I never thought I would get through. I still don’t know how I made it through Feb, But to James Brookes I forgive you I know you were sick, we all were to have been in a place like that. I will never forget what you did to me but I forgive you. I have to; I have to go on the more I let this get me down. The more Mayhill wins. I can’t NO I won’t let them take any more from my life…..You broke me once you took my world away from me, and I have fought to find the strength to go on. And I have I’m in a good place with amazing people around me. I won’t let you break me again ever…As I write this I’m fighting cancer, I’m engaged to a man who has to be a saint sent from god.. I want my life back I will Have my life back, the life you tried to take from me…I will go on I will overcome this I will not let you take any more of me away…I’m better then you I’m stronger then you I will learn from what happen and go on to help other woman who have been hurt like I was I will overcome you Mayhill. I will Marry the man I love next Year.. I will laugh again, I will joke again, I will LIVE AGAIN……..See you didn’t win Mayhill You lost. This might have broken me for a bit but I’m stronger now, the struggles have made me stronger. And the changes made me wise. I have grown into a person I am proud of I won’t lose myself again. So to you Mayhill I say thank you for this ride this roller-coaster I have been on. But its time for me to get off. I have a life in front of me a wonderful life with amazing people and A man I can’t wait to marry and grow old with. I will not shed one more tear over you. I will live my life to its fullest; I will live each day as it could be my last. I will love, I will Live and I will laugh…………And to the other victims and family’s don’t let them win fight for your loved ones..Live~Laugh~love
I will Overcome
It feels like the walls are closing in on me
I'm suffocating, I can barely breath
And you've got me right where you want me
This is the side of me you have never seen
I’m not the person that I used to be
And you've got me right where you want me
You always know, how to bring me down
Let's just face it now, I'm never changing
You took my world, my everything
you're going to be the death of me
So let me go, just let me be
I hate the way you're killing me
(killing me)
You're like an angel but with broken wings
A heart so cold can never show mercy
And you've got me right where you want me
You took my world, my everything
you're going to be the death of me
So let me go, just let me be
I hate the way you're killing me
(killing me)
I know I'm a bitch, I'm not a coward
Why can't you see what you did to me?
I'm falling faster, more every hour
Why can't you see what you're doing' to me?
Open your eyes, open your eyes
This is killing me
You wrecked my world, my everything
you're trying to be the death of me
So let me go, just let me be, I Hate the way you're trying killing me!!!
I Wrote this last March…….. To all the UBH Mayhill victims it’s for you…
Dawn Smith, Brenda, Micah, Julia and all the wonderful people who have helped me make it through the hardest year of my life….This is for you
I will never forget the day I checked in to Mayhill or the horrible event that followed my 31st birthday. This year has been so hard. It’s brought so many hard minutes, hours, and days. I never thought I would get through. I still don’t know how I made it through Feb, But to James Brookes I forgive you I know you were sick, we all were to have been in a place like that. I will never forget what you did to me but I forgive you. I have to; I have to go on the more I let this get me down. The more Mayhill wins. I can’t NO I won’t let them take any more from my life…..You broke me once you took my world away from me, and I have fought to find the strength to go on. And I have I’m in a good place with amazing people around me. I won’t let you break me again ever…As I write this I’m fighting cancer, I’m engaged to a man who has to be a saint sent from god.. I want my life back I will Have my life back, the life you tried to take from me…I will go on I will overcome this I will not let you take any more of me away…I’m better then you I’m stronger then you I will learn from what happen and go on to help other woman who have been hurt like I was I will overcome you Mayhill. I will Marry the man I love next Year.. I will laugh again, I will joke again, I will LIVE AGAIN……..See you didn’t win Mayhill You lost. This might have broken me for a bit but I’m stronger now, the struggles have made me stronger. And the changes made me wise. I have grown into a person I am proud of I won’t lose myself again. So to you Mayhill I say thank you for this ride this roller-coaster I have been on. But its time for me to get off. I have a life in front of me a wonderful life with amazing people and A man I can’t wait to marry and grow old with. I will not shed one more tear over you. I will live my life to its fullest; I will live each day as it could be my last. I will love, I will Live and I will laugh…………And to the other victims and family’s don’t let them win fight for your loved ones..Live~Laugh~love
I will Overcome
It feels like the walls are closing in on me
I'm suffocating, I can barely breath
And you've got me right where you want me
This is the side of me you have never seen
I’m not the person that I used to be
And you've got me right where you want me
You always know, how to bring me down
Let's just face it now, I'm never changing
You took my world, my everything
you're going to be the death of me
So let me go, just let me be
I hate the way you're killing me
(killing me)
You're like an angel but with broken wings
A heart so cold can never show mercy
And you've got me right where you want me
You took my world, my everything
you're going to be the death of me
So let me go, just let me be
I hate the way you're killing me
(killing me)
I know I'm a bitch, I'm not a coward
Why can't you see what you did to me?
I'm falling faster, more every hour
Why can't you see what you're doing' to me?
Open your eyes, open your eyes
This is killing me
You wrecked my world, my everything
you're trying to be the death of me
So let me go, just let me be, I Hate the way you're trying killing me!!!
I Wrote this last March…….. To all the UBH Mayhill victims it’s for you…